A House That Stayed

I checked out of my hotel room in Gardens early that morning and spent the first half of the day on Table Mountain. By lunchtime, it felt as though the world had gathered there. Languages collided midair, strangers speaking in tongues from everywhere, as if the mountain had briefly become a global meeting point.

I arrived in Simon’s Town on a hot Friday afternoon. The sky was an uninterrupted blue; there were no clouds. The owner of the house I had booked greeted me herself: an old Jewish woman in her late seventies, driving a brightly coloured, two-door Suzuki Jimny, cheerful and unbothered by the heat.

“Hello, welcome to Simon’s Town,” she said, as if she were welcoming me into something larger than a house.

The house had four bedrooms and a presence — the kind of presence some people have. Calm. Assured. Slightly amused by your arrival. She showed me my room, handed me the keys, and said, “Call me if you need anything,” before driving away.

The town was quiet. Unusually quiet. For most of the week, I hardly saw anyone at all, except a neighbour with many dogs and one cat. She was a cheerful, middle-aged woman who invited me over for dinner one evening and told me her story. She had lived in Johannesburg for years. After her divorce, she packed her car with dogs and a cat and drove for two days to Cape Town.

“I don’t hate it,” she said. “But I don’t miss Joburg either. I was flying back from New Zealand once, and the plane passed over the city. I felt a little nostalgia, just a little. That was all.”

The house sat at the far edge of town, pressed gently against a hill. There is nothing that captures my heart quite like a hill. Not the ocean, not skyscrapers, not the open sky. A hill carries a different kind of gravity. A spiritual pull. The only word I can use for that house is home. It felt like a grandparent’s hug — large, quiet, and unconditional. Cool interiors, wooden furniture, soft English sensibilities. Most of the time, the only sound was the neighbour’s dogs.

It smelled like a church, not incense, but indigenous Cape plants, dried and alive at once. Despite the peak of summer, it remained cool inside, as if it knew how to protect itself. Every morning, I ran ten kilometres from town to Fish Hoek, the road curving gently along the sea. The morning breeze landed generously on my bare cheeks as my feet hit the concrete pavement. During the days, I wandered the Western Cape, chasing its beauty and connecting with nature, letting it revive me.

Weeks have passed now. My body is no longer there. But the house remains. I see it clearly, even with my eyes open. I feel it, even when I struggle to feel myself.

Some places do not let go. They stay. And this one did.

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