My Lover, My Soother, My Cello

I’ve been feeling lonely

Every Sunday since you left

Day and day I’m fighting with myself

Out here in wonderland

Trying to find one good reason

Wondering where I went wrong

Do you ever worry about me?

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I know how cumbersome I am

I‘m worried more than enough over you

Can’t take it anymore, I’m wearying out

I need a hand, a light, a sign

A grace that saves

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I’ve lost myself

In search of your love

Found no tracks of wheels on your drive

No text, no letter

Have you erased me completely

 If you could dial me up

I swear I’d be fine

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You used to adore me wholeheartedly

What happened to the tenderness we shared

Would you run more miles from my howling

 I’d break the law to have you near

My lover, my soother, my cello, nirvana

My one and only

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How I wish I had

More options like you

For me, you were my one and only

My lover, my soother, my cello, nirvana

You meant everything to me